Some days I feel small. The truth is I think I have always felt a bit small. I was a shy timid child who never really felt like I had much of a voice. Growing up I knew that I felt like I had a part of my that was buried, the part of me that was fierce, the part of me that was brave, the part of me that was not afraid of my own voice.
Slowly I began to find that girl. I kept pulling her out, until one day she began to feel like she belonged to me. Suddenly my own voice didn’t scare me anymore. I began to believe that the things I had to say mattered. Maybe not everything mattered to everyone, but it all mattered to me. And that is what truly mattered, learning to stand up for myself, learning to speak up.
Some days my voice still scares me. Some days it doesn’t feel like it belongs to me, because some days I still feel small. I like to think that even some of the most important people in the world feel that way too. It can be hard to find your voice when it feels like no one wants to listen to it. Some days it can feel like everyone is against you. Some days it can feel like all you are trying to do is breath hope and love into the world, and all you get is hate in return.
But my voice matters.
Your voice matters.
You matter. And you playing small doesn’t help anyone, including yourself. Because the truth is that if you don’t believe your voice matters, no one else will believe it either.
Some days you will feel small. You will feel like your voice doesn’t matter and that you can’t even inspire yourself. That’s okay. I wish I could give you a magic fix all, but I don’t have one. I can tell you that just because you don’t feel like your voice matters, doesn’t mean that it doesn’t matter. Because I can promise you that someone out there is feeling small too, and that someone needs to hear the exact words that you have to say. So find your voice, big or small. Find your voice, and never be afraid of it.